Merry Christmas

24th of December. What a wonderful date, full with jolly and peace.

This is a very happy Christmas Eve. Children are laughing. People are cheering. Everyone is celebrating joyously in parties.

But...Well...I was all alone hiding in the bedroom, watching the old Christmas movie Polar Express, countdown to twelve, and saying Merry Christmas to myself, with full of tears in my eyes.

What a joyful Christmas Eve, Silent Holy night.... I was crying all night long.

Merry Christmas, Papa & Mama. I miss you.